Wednesday, May 16, 2012


Today I miss my baby.  It's hard having to be a mommy at home and at the hospital and trying to recover al at the same time.  

I have not done so well on "day 2" of weight watchers. I've been extremely emotional and the pediatrician gave me a big box of Lindor chocolate's for mother's day, which I have used to wallow away my sorrows. Admittedly it hasn't worked as well as I had hoped, but a few seconds of chocolate truffle bliss have probably been my saving grace today.  

Miss Early Bird is getting her tummy IV out today which will be awesome, I contribute that to some of my anxiety.  I will get to hold her for the first time tonight, for that I am truly grateful. 

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Early Baby

 Baby Miss came too early! At 33 weeks she has spent the first 3 days of her life in the NICU.  Stupid diabetes.

Now that I am no longer with child I have signed up for Weight Watchers online and am going to start losing some of this baby weight.  Today is day 1. So far so good.  We've been having some help from our neighborhood with dinners, so I have little say in what we're going to be eating for dinner this week, I am a-okay with that because healing is my number one priority right now. :)